sad sad....
this afternoon i receive a call from my dear...
he told me a very bad news, ask me either i wana listen now or later at nite...
end up i say i wana listen d bad news now...
the bad news is, my fren Johnson had pass away this morning..
i was shocked...
i tot i would have heard wrongly or he say wrongly...
so i ask izit true not?
dun joke...
how stupid am i, how can ppl make a bout ppl death...
i cant believe this happen so sudden...
is too sudden, i was taking to him stil last sunday...
i really cant believe is him til i saw him at nite...
i am so so sad, same as jenny, kesian her...
when i see her cry til so cham, i really cannot tahan anymore, but stil i cant cry infront so many ppl...
is not good to cry during funeral...
so i dun dare to cry also..
when i reach there, i can see his brothers n sister...
everyone wit a numb look...
almost all d area stuff is there today, just to pay our last respect to him...
i wil always remember him...
wil never forget those moment when playing around wit him...
wil remember when me, dear n jenny having our last dinner wit him...
yesterday nite i thought of calling him to tel him bout d thing tat he ask me to check, if i would had called him, how good... mayb he wil have his life back.... but is too late for me to do so, din thought of it tat time.... feel so bad, i should had called him....
forgive me johnson....
i really duno.....
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